im an ogre. every is scared of me. me dad my friends everyone i care about is scared of me and what i might do. wow. how do i stop that? trying to put the break on the out of control streetcar of my life. I've been pulling on the emergency chain for so long and the carriage finally jacknifed. oops...gravity works...the enemy's gate is always down.

so in other news...I put A and B together and realized that I had built a house of cards. yeah of course you humped it it was there. well so it said somewhere. Number 2 after #2 job. i move on.......

much progress on my room. a few killz touch ups then coclor. I have determined myself to p[ainting more. portraits to follow.

I'm barely copeing...but getting by so far...Losing my best frineds is painful.

c'est la vie
best of luck to them.


ok eneough.......